Wednesday, 20 March 2013

West Coast road trip

Cross-posting from MTP

In case you have been wondering where I’ve been for the past few weeks, here comes your explanation. I love road tripping and this trip along the west coast of the US, from LA to Portland, was as epic as they come. I ended my trip at the WPPI 2013 convention in Las Vegas, which was exhausting but also a lot of fun.

There were so many highlights… San Francisco, Big Sur, the redwoods, the foggy Oregon coastline… What I loved most though was hanging out with old friends & family, and making new friends along the way – there are so many memories from this trip that I will treasure forever.

It’s a bit of a bumper post so brace yourselves for many a picture of the road and sea…

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Wednesday, 9 January 2013

Life is a playground, or nothing

It’s strange how some films just sneak by, staying out of reach of wider exposure. I’d never heard of Mr. Nobody, which came out in 2009, but when I came across it I wanted to check it out because it looked interesting visually. And that it certainly was; the set design and cinematography were just beautiful (perhaps less of the t/s jiggery pokery would have sufficed), and the story allowed for an exploration of a wide array of different environments.

But it wasn’t just the visual side that grabbed me, I very much enjoyed the story as well. I am quite partial to non-linear, scattered storytelling anyways, but in Mr. Nobody this is elevated to another level. The simple premise is of an old man in the future telling about his life to a reporter, but with the difference that his story is split into different possible routes his life could have taken. I am quite fascinated about our fixation on concepts such as fate (I am no stranger to saying ‘that’s how it was meant to be’), so the idea of being able to see each choice through to the end is quite inviting. Just the knowledge of how many different directions we all could take in our lives, if we really started making decisive choices, is thrilling in itself.

And even though Mr. Nobody does hint at there being a right choice of sorts, it also contradicts this with a quote (accredited to Tennessee Williams in the movie) ‘Every path is the right path. Everything could have been anything else and it would have just as much meaning.’ That, to me, is hugely inspiring and life-affirming, and the way I try very very hard to think when I look back on things. We have so many choices, and before we make them, everything is possible.

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Tuesday, 8 January 2013

A lifetime in one exhale

The Tree of Life is one of those movies that divides opinions. I can understand why words such as ‘slow’, ‘pretentious’, and ‘difficult’ crop up in discussion about a film such as this. Personally though, I found it extremely relaxing and hauntingly beautiful to watch, it felt like seeing a whole lifetime of everything go by during one long exhale. What ever opinions people may have about the structure and story, it can’t be denied that this movie has some of the most stunning cinematography ever. So stunning that I had to go back and watch some scenes over and over again, without sound, just to enjoy the perfection of the visuals.

‘The only way to be happy is to love. Unless you love, your life will flash by.’

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Friday, 4 January 2013

End of year survey re: 2012

1. What did you do in 2012 that you’d never done before?
Actual, full scale, public speaking.

2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
For 2012 my resolutions were to ‘to get closer to that balance thing, socialise more, get into better shape, and fingers crossed sleep more’.

In 2012 I gave up on the idea of balance and stated just adding ‘space’. I don’t think there will ever be complete balance, but I do feel like I had more space for myself last year. I did socialise more. Even though I’m not ‘fit’ in any shape or form, I did finally get over my injury with the help of a personal trainer and feel much freer in my body as a result. Sleep more… not so much.

For 2013 my resolutions will be… be kinder to myself, take more time to look inside, narrow down what’s really important, travel a lot – for fun.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Everyone and their aunt.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Yes.

5. What countries did you visit?
Finland, Spain, Isle of Skye, Italy, Palm Springs, Kansas City.

6. What would you like to have in 2012 that you lacked in 2012?
Peace of mind.

7. What date from 2012 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
2nd June, Isle of Skye… such an amazing place, amazing people. 8th November, Bon Iver at Wembley Arena.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

Speaking at the Beloved Collective Festival. Being named one of the Rising Stars of Wedding Photography by Rangefinder magazine. Finally starting a personal project!

9. What was your biggest failure?
Not being able to align my personal life with my values and inner goals.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Finally got more or less over my lingering injury.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Macbook air.

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
Susanna, as always. My lovely friends across the sea.

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?

There were a few disappointments, trying not to dwell on those.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Travel. House things.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Getting to go to the US twice after a very long gap.

16. What songs will always remind you of 2012?
Mumford & Sons – I Will Wait.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? Happier & sadder.
ii. thinner or fatter? About the same.
iii. richer or poorer? Same.

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
Reading books.

19. What do you wish you’d done less of?

Getting sidetracked.

20. How did you spend Christmas?

Christmas Eve at home with Stu and Sussanna, Christmas Day with Stu’s family (avec Sooz). It was a lovely relaxing Christmas.

21. How did you spend New Years?
At home, falling asleep in front of the telly.

22. Did you fall in love in 2012?
With new friends.

23. How many one night stands?
0.

24. What were your favourite TV programmes?

Homeland.

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
I don’t have time for hate.

26. What was the best book you read?
Joseph Campbell – Myths to live by.

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Ólafur Arnalds.

28. What did you want and get?
5D mkIII’s. Personal travel.

29. What did you want and not get?
Kitchen & bathroom.

30. What was your favourite film of this year?
Moonrise Kingdom.

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Repeated last year’s garden party experience for my 36th (that’s a totally insane number btw), made even more special by my brother coming over from Finland.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
More sleep.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2012?
Dresses and long hair are back. Also loving the fact that biker- and denim jackets are back in fashion, back to my comfort zone!

34. What kept you sane?
Deepening relationships with amazing friends.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Colin.

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Don’t know if I was really stirred.

37. Who did you miss?
Miikka and Johanna, friends across the sea.

38. Who was the best new person you met?

So many people who are now such an important part of my life… I’ll narrow it down to Jesse, still can’t believe it took us this long to meet in person.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2012.
The only way out is through.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
I don’t know where this fear came from
how I became so afraid of losing everyone
never been afraid of being lonely
now I’m becoming the one I’m most scared of being

I don’t know where this fear comes from
this fear of failing, fear of letting everyone and myself down
its growing deep into my soul
making me all paralysed and cold

It’s two steps forward, three steps back again
I’ll turn my face against it I won’t run
Courage and belief are my redeems
No one else can rescue me it seems

Cause if I don’t follow my heart this time
I’m gonna forget what this life is all about
I’m gonna take that path I’m going in on my own
I’m gonna take that fear and wear it like a crown.

Rebekka Karijord – Wear it like a crown

Sunday, 30 December 2012

It’s beginning to look a lot like Christmas went already…

There are not many pictures from Christmas this year, but it was quite lovely indeed, thanks to good company, lots of baking, pressies, and falling asleep every 30 minutes.

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Saturday, 15 December 2012

Reverse Dorothy

Flew to Kansas City. Got to spend time with friends, photograph Amy, and see her get married to a beautiful man. A trip that will always stay in my heart.

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Monday, 17 September 2012

Beloved Collective Photography Festival 2012, Palm Springs

Cross-posting this from MTP blog.

What an amazing time I had at the Beloved Collective in Palm Springs! I feel like my spirit was nourished, my heart filled to the brim. It was so good to see old friends, to turn some long-time virtual friends into flesh and blood, and to get to know so many new and fascinating people. The talks were inspiring (hopefully mine included), and I came home with a strong feeling of needing to do more personal work. I was especially moved when Liz Arcus talked about her ‘Hear My Heart’ project. So so brave and beautiful. It made me feel like I’ve been just scratching the surface for too long.

I’ve been a long time advocate of using Beloved technique in my portrait work, and I love shooting Beloved sessions. But in the context of the festival and the Collective, to me, Beloved stands for honesty. For people who seek something real gravitating towards each other. I love the atmosphere of support and genuine care, of encouraging others to be vulnerable, of the Collective being a safe place to explore the limits of your comfort zone, and push beyond them. And most of all the feeling of a community where everyone has something to give. It’s not about some being more highly regarded than others, but rather about seeing that everyone is special, everyone has just as much to give.

While at the moment my heart feels like it’s been split into little pieces and left on the other side of the ocean, I am so happy and grateful to have such creative, incredible people in my life.

Jesh, Jesse, Katie, Jeremy, Nicole… you are my people, with you my heart feels at home. James, you are so very special, funny and beautiful, I hope you will stay in my life for a long time. Amy, for you, sky is the limit. You see the beauty and it overflows from you. I can’t wait to see where your journey takes you next. Jonas, thank you for a glimpse inside, I will treasure it. Everyone who was a part of the collective, keep following your hearts for they are gorgeous, giving, vulnerable, strong and so full of joy. I am proud to have met each and every one of you.

Some of my favourite moments included the many discussions with friends, even more giggles, being moved by the presentations, judging the Beloved training certification tests (which were a roller-coaster of emotions!), feeling the stretch at a night shoot we directed with Jonas (styled by Jill La Fleur), changing my mind about things, a sunrise concert with Jesh & Amy, an evening gig with Kye Kye, receiving an Ambassador award for my efforts in spreading the word of Beloved, and so many more…

Here’s a collection of snapshots from my time in California. Get ready for some palm tree action.

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Sunday, 29 July 2012

Another year bites the dust…

Another birthday, another picnic… just slightly less pictures than last year

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Monday, 25 June 2012

Ciao, bella!

Oh, Italy. Couldn’t I just stay forever?

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Wednesday, 20 June 2012

The magic of Isle of Skye

We travelled to Isle of Skye to photograph Sarah Anne and Jamie’s wedding, and returned with a heart full of amazing memories of this magical island and it’s people.

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Tuesday, 29 May 2012

My soul is at home

Oh Cornwall, where I feel at peace. Such good time was had. The sun, the sea, the crash of waves against ancient rock. The power of silence, the healing magic of sea air. Until we meet again.

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Saturday, 12 May 2012

Such a perfect day

Perfect days are made of this: sunshine after rain, good friends, long conversations, yummy food, music that moves, laughing until it hurts, falling asleep knowing that days like these are what memories are made of.

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Monday, 7 May 2012

365 Days of Photos – April

Another month bites the dust… The speed of time… yeah…

 

I need another place
Will there be peace
I need another world
This one’s nearly gone

Still have too many dreams
Never seen the light
I need another world
A place where I can go

I’m gonna miss the sea
I’m gonna miss the snow
I’m gonna miss the bees
I’ll miss the things that grow

I’m gonna miss the trees
I’m gonna miss the sun
I’ll miss the animals
Gonna miss you all

I need another place
Will there be peace
I need another world
This ones nearly gone

I’m gonna miss the birds
Singing all their songs
I’m gonna miss the wind
Been kissing me so long

~ Antony and the Johnsons – Another World

 

 

 

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Friday, 4 May 2012

A week in London

Spent a week in Londontown. This is what happened.

Thursday, 3 May 2012

I see You

That moment. When I opened my eyes to meet yours. An audible gasp escaped my throat, as the unconditional love, pride, acceptance and gratitude hit me like a tidal-wave. You have given so much. You mean so much. You saved me from myself and you will forever own a piece of my heart. I see you, my friend.

Monday, 23 April 2012

Sunnier shores

We travelled to Malaga to gather for dad’s birthday and to enjoy a rare treat they call ‘holiday’. The sun was warm, the company great, and good times were had. Here’s a little collection of iPhone and Holga memories.

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Wednesday, 4 April 2012

365 days of photos – March

And then there was March… How do these months seem to run by so fast, that’s fourth of the year done already! Yikes.

 

 

 

 

 

 ’I wish the world was flat
like the old days.
Then I could travel
just by folding a map.
No more airplanes,
or speed trains,
or freeways.
There’s be no distance
that can hold us back.’

Death Cab for Cutie
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Wednesday, 28 March 2012

How does your garden grow

I am in fact a bit of a gardening hero. The amazing weather really put me in the mood for finally doing something nice with the outside space we have. I am most excited about my new cherry blossom tree, I think it will be my favourite photo shoot model in the future…

Monday, 26 March 2012

Road tripping

So it happened that we went on a road trip with Steph to sunny Dorset, where I got to shoot the loveliest Beloved session with Minna. A thoroughly good day.

Sunday, 18 March 2012

Visiting hours

Had the nicest of time catching up with Riina, Noa and Elli. More of these kind of days, please.