Perfect days are made of this: sunshine after rain, good friends, long conversations, yummy food, music that moves, laughing until it hurts, falling asleep knowing that days like these are what memories are made of.




Perfect days are made of this: sunshine after rain, good friends, long conversations, yummy food, music that moves, laughing until it hurts, falling asleep knowing that days like these are what memories are made of.




That moment. When I opened my eyes to meet yours. An audible gasp escaped my throat, as the unconditional love, pride, acceptance and gratitude hit me like a tidal-wave. You have given so much. You mean so much. You saved me from myself and you will forever own a piece of my heart. I see you, my friend.
We travelled to Malaga to gather for dad’s birthday and to enjoy a rare treat they call ‘holiday’. The sun was warm, the company great, and good times were had. Here’s a little collection of iPhone and Holga memories.































At the beginning of March I went to check out mum’s new neighbourhood and see how she was settling into a new house in a new town. It was lovely to have a bit of a break and enjoy a few days of sunshine, snow, saunas and quietness. Although being further away from Helsinki made it a bit impossible to see any other family or friends in such a short space of time. I suppose there’s always next time…






It has become a bit of a tradition that every January Miikka comes over for a ‘working holiday’ of sorts, mostly consisting of some jobs that need doing around the house, drinking beer (him), ignoring emails (me), and catching up with the previous season of True Blood. He just flew back home today and the house already feels a bit empty without the regular sound of a bag of crisps being ripped open. Oh well, next year will come around soon enough, in fact, it seems like it comes around quicker and quicker the older we get…




1. What did you do in 2011 that you’d never done before?
Some, erm, gardening (kind of). Birmingham.
2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
For 2011 my resolutions were to ‘build on what ever success I achieved in 2010, but also work on getting the balance in my life right. To have more time for family and friends. To take better care of myself. And to properly ENJOY the ride.’
I think I achieved the first bit with bells on, the latter part, not so much, although it is a work in progress… So my resolutions for 2012 are to get closer to that balance thing, socialise more, get into better shape, and fingers crossed sleep more.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
The whole world most likely.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
No.
5. What countries did you visit?
Finland, Scotland, Malta, Italy (twice, woo!).
6. What would you like to have in 2012 that you lacked in 2011?
More sleep.
7. What date from 2010 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
25th of July as had a lovely lovely birthday party.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Maybe winning the title of ‘Best Wedding Photographer, London and South East‘ in the 2012 Wedding Industry Awards.
9. What was your biggest failure?
Not being able to balance work and life.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Still dealing with the consequences of previous year’s injury…
11. What was the best thing you bought?
iPad!
12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
Susanna of course, and Stu goes without saying. Emma for keeping me sane and giggling, Steph for being my guardian fairy.
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
No-one I’d like to publicly name and shame. But I am finding it quite hard to get over.
14. Where did most of your money go?
House stuff. It’s never ending.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Going to Italy, my birthday party, seeing Emma in a play.
16. What songs will always remind you of 2011?
Adele – Someone Like You.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? Happier.
ii. thinner or fatter? Fatter (sigh).
iii. richer or poorer? About the same.
18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
Sleeping, socialising, relaxing, loving life, exercising. (No change from last year there!)
19. What do you wish you’d done less of?
Stressing, worrying and doing things for people who don’t appreciate it.
20. How did you spend Christmas?
Christmas Eve at home with mum, Pauli and Stu. Boxing Day with Stu’s family.
21. How did you spend New Years?
At home making Bellinis with Sooz & Stu.
22. Did you fall in love in 2011?
More and more with watching my couples in love.
23. How many one night stands?
0. (Imagine the year when this suddenly has a high number! :D)
24. What were your favourite TV programmes?
Californication, True Blood, Dexter.
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
Hate is such a strong word. Disappointed for sure.
26. What was the best book you read?
Sarah Rayner – One Moment, One Morning.
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
New to me more than new in general… Angus & Julia Stone.
28. What did you want and get?
iPad!
29. What did you want and not get?
Holiday somewhere warm. Kitchen & bathroom.
30. What was your favourite film of this year?
True Grit.
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I threw an actual party for my 35th! A lovely, lovely picnic in our garden filled with old and new friends. Loved it.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
More sleep.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2011?
I did start making more of an effort towards the latter part of the year. Dresses are back on the agenda.
34. What kept you sane?
Other lovely people in the industry.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Colin.
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Riots in London made me so very angry.
37. Who did you miss?
Lots of people in Finland. Miikka and Johanna especially.
38. Who was the best new person you met?
Emma & Pete, Steph, Ed… I can’t believe I only met these people this year, they are already such a huge and integral part of my life.
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2011.
You can’t please everyone.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
I was a heavy heart to carry
My beloved was weighed down
My arms around his neck
My fingers laced to crown.
I was a heavy heart to carry
My feet dragged across ground
And he took me to the river
Where he slowly let me drown
My love has concrete feet
My love’s an iron ball
Wrapped around your ankles
Over the waterfall
I’m so heavy, heavy
Heavy in your arms
I’m so heavy, heavy
Heavy in your arms
And is it worth the wait
All this killing time?
Are you strong enough to stand
Protecting both your heart and mine?
Who is the betrayer?
Who’s the killer in the crowd?
The one who creeps in corridors
And doesn’t make a sound
My love has concrete feet
My love’s an iron ball
Wrapped around your ankles
Over the waterfall
My love has concrete feet
My love’s an iron ball
Wrapped around your ankles
Over the waterfall
This will be my last confession
I love you never felt like any blessing
Whispering like it’s a secret
Only to condemn the one who hears it
With a heavy heart
Heavy heavy i’m so heavy in your arms
(i’m so) Heavy heavy i’m so heavy in your arms
(i’m so) Heavy heavy i’m so heavy in your arms
(i’m so) Heavy heavy i’m so heavy in your arms
I was a heavy heart to carry
my beloved was weighed down
My arms around his neck
My fingers laced to crown
I was a heavy heart to carry
But he never let me down
When he had me in his arms
My feet never touched the ground
I’m so heavy, heavy in your arms.
Florence + The Machine – Heavy in Your Arms
Christmas was all about ups and downs. Mum and Pauli were over and there was presents galore. But Stu’s nan went into hospital the day before Christmas, which was a bit of a shock to the system. So it was all about balancing the good with the bad and sorting out logistics between us and Essex. There were some Christmassy moments to be had though, especially in the run up to the actual celebrations.







For Stu’s birthday this year I really splashed out and took him up to Birmingham. No, but really, it was all good. We stayed at a cool hotel with an amazing view (apparently of the ‘Aids tower’), got to see Emma perform in The Lost Happy Endings (she was amazing) and spend some quality time with her, Pete and Jo. Definitely a brilliant trip. And Stu even got to see Ikea Birmingman on his birthday, how lucky is he.




