Posts Tagged ‘surveys etc.’

Sunday, 3 January 2010

End of the year survey re:2009


1. What did you do in 2009 that you’d never done before?
Cruised on the Thames twice (even if it was for work, still cool).

2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
My resolution for 2009 was to ‘remember to see the big picture and keep working towards goals that might not be clearly in view just yet’. I think I did do that. It has been damn hard, feeling almost impossible at times, but I think I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel. For 2010 my resolution could be to have the strength push towards taking the final steps into a more emancipated way of living, and once you get there, remember to enjoy what you’ve achieved, but never stop working towards being better/happier/closer to where you want to be.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Well, he probably didn’t give birth per say, but Ride became a father in December.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
No. For which I’m grateful for. I don’t think I could have handled that sort of things this year.

5. What countries did you visit?
France, Switzerland and Finland.

6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?
A HOLIDAY. One that lasted more than 2 days.

7. What date from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
I don’t know the exact date, the whole year is pretty blurry on dates. But there was one specific moment when it really hit me that hey, I’m a professional photographer – people pay me to take their picture. I know it sounds simple, but it’s a pretty profound shift inside.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

Taking my business to the level it is at now in such a short space of time. There’s nothing big headed about that statement, I have worked fricking hard for it and I am proud of myself for it.

9. What was your biggest failure?
Sometimes losing sight of the goals and sinking into a funk. Not having time for anyone, least of all my loved ones or myself.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Funnily enough, I’ve been pretty ok this year. I’ve only gotten ill on the few days that I’ve had off. I guess the body sort of ‘gets with the program’ when it realises there are no other options but to push through and live on pure adrenalin. Probably can’t go on forever though.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
My tilt shift lens, hands down. Plus quite a lot of other photography-related things.

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
Susanna has proven to be an absolute star this year. Both on professional and personal front.

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?

There are some people that have disappointed me… by getting annoyed that I haven’t been in touch (through lack of time), or by dropping all communication whatsoever. Phone lines for example work in both directions.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Camera gear.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Booking a shedload of exciting weddings.

16. What songs will always remind you of 2009?
Kings of Leon - Closer.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? Both.
ii. thinner or fatter? Fatter.
iii. richer or poorer? Richer.

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
Sleeping, socialising, relaxing, loving life, exercising.

19. What do you wish you’d done less of?

Worrying.

20. How did you spend Christmas?

Christmas Eve at home with Stu. Christmas Day and Boxing Day with Stu’s family.

21. How did you spend New Years?
Sitting in a sauna in very snowy Finland.

22. Did you fall in love in 2009?
In some ways.

23. How many one night stands?
0.

24. What were your favourite TV programmes?

True Blood, err… nothing else comes to mind.

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
Hate is a strong word, but certainly dislike.

26. What was the best book you read?
Hmm, maybe Audrey Niffenegger – The Time Traveler’s Wife.

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Crikey… haven’t had much time for that. Damien Jurado, Citizen Cope, Tiny Vipers… oh and Kings of Leon, as I’m always late to the party. :P

28. What did you want and get?
To make a success of my business.

29. What did you want and not get?
To find and buy a flat.

30. What was your favourite film of this year?
Burn After Reading (although this was probably released in 2008).

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Shot Eleni & David’s wedding. I turned 33. Jaysus.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Not having two full time jobs…

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009?
A complete meltdown.

34. What kept you sane?
Self belief.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Colin. (And also Robert Pattinson… just a little bit. Sorry Colin)

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Stirred? None.

37. Who did you miss?
Everyone.

38. Who was the best new person you met?

So many lovely clients, some of whom have become friends.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009.
You can do things you never thought capable of when you put your mind to it.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
Not now but soon,
The most beautiful light
Will wake us to pillow fighting excitement

Not now but soon,
Bright into
Every corner,
Satellites manoeuvre in beams of change,

Standing by the best days of our lives,
Magnificent, the best days of our lives,
B
ig bang boom, the best days of our lives
They’re coming right up
If we can just get through this one.

Who said it was over?
It’s as good as it gets
Well we’ve got a few tricks up our sleeves yet

If we swallow “it’s all over” and open wide on these make-to-believe
Sullen, chewed up, sodden soliloquies,
Oh, we’re sweet nothings anymore

Terrifying best, days of our lives
We’re hanging on the best days of our lives
No two ways about it, best days of our lives
They’re coming right up, if we can just get through this one.

I’ll hang on grab onto your feet
Someone else holds tied to my shoelaces
When their trouser leg tears, runs and stops at the seam to keep us
dangled together
Until help finds us here

I’ll hang on grab onto your feet
Someone else holds tied to my shoelaces
When their trouser leg tears, runs and stops at the seam to keep us
dangled together
Until help finds us here

Best days of our lives
Better be the best days of our lives
Bring on the best days of our lives
Coming right up, woah
Coming right up
If we can just get through this one.

Imogen Heap – Not Now But Soon

Sunday, 8 February 2009

Love Overdose

Suvi challenged me to present the fourth picture of the fourth folder in my picture archives.

Since I archive my digital files by year/date, it wasn’t exactly an adventurous task for me. The archives on my HD’s start from 2004, everything before that is archived on discs. So, this is how I landed on this picture, titled ‘Love Overdose’. It was taken on 21.12.2004.

This was taken at a time when I was starting to experiment with studio flashes. The fact that I could produce high key images made me quite delirious, up to the point where most of the shots from then now look over-exposed to me. Seeing this again, the original tone seemed very blue. So this task prompted me to correct it a bit.

Tuesday, 27 January 2009

Pleading my time

Sorry for the onslaught of memes. :D I just found a txt file where I had gathered stuff I was supposed to do at some point. I think this one was actually going around on Facebook. Oh well. Not sure if these really make any spooky sense at all. :D

(Just remembered I’ve done a similar one before a couple of years’ ago.)

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
I can’t believe it’s not love!

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Reacharound

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Grey gardens

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
Bloodbeat

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Silent all these years

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Better do better

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Losing my mind

WHAT IS 2+2?
Free until they cut me down

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Children in bloom

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Get home

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
The rain must fall

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Passing by

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Open your eyes

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Talking to strangers

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Unsung psalm

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Hypnotize

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Sweet religion

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Martha’s foolish ginger

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Close up

WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
False alarm

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Help me Mary

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Confessions of a teenage girl

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Dark side

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Primitive

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
No cheap thrill

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
The letter

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Special needs

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Chasing cars

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Calling love

WHAT WILL YOU RE-POST THIS AS?
Pleading my time

I’ll pass this on to anyone who feels like doing it!

150 things

Saw this on some other blogs ages ago but haven’t gotten around doing it until now. Better late than never eh!

(bold the ones you’ve done)

01. Bought everyone in the bar a drink
02. Swam with dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
08. Said “I love you” and meant it
09. Hugged a tree
10. Bungee jumped
11. Visited Paris
12. Watched a lightning storm at sea
13. Stayed up all night long and saw the sun rise
14. Seen the Northern Lights
15. Gone to a huge sports game
16. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
17. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
18. Touched an iceberg
19. Slept under the stars
20. Changed a baby’s diaper
21. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
22. Watched a meteor shower
23. Gotten drunk on champagne
24. Given more than you can afford to charity
25. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
26. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
27. Had a food fight
28. Bet on a winning horse
29. Asked out a stranger
30. Had a snowball fight
31. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
32. Held a lamb
33. Seen a total eclipse
34. Ridden a roller coaster
35. Hit a home run
36. Danced like a fool and didn’t care who was looking
37. Adopted an accent for an entire day
38. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
39. Had two hard drives for your computer
40. Visited all 50 states
41. Taken care of someone who was drunk
42. Had amazing friends
43. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
44. Watched whales
45. Stolen a sign
46. Backpacked in Europe
47. Taken a road-trip
48. Gone rock climbing
49. Taken a midnight walk on the beach
50. Gone sky diving
51. Visited Ireland
52. Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love
53. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them
54. Visited Japan
55. Milked a cow
56. Alphabetized your CDs
57. Pretended to be a superhero
58. Sung karaoke
59. Lounged around in bed all day
60. Played touch football
61. Gone scuba diving
62. Kissed in the rain
63. Played in the mud
64. Played in the rain
65. Gone to a drive-in theatre
66. Visited the Great Wall of China
67. Started a business
68. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
69. Toured ancient sites
70. Taken a martial arts class
71. Played D&D; for more than 6 hours straight
72. Gotten married
73. Been in a movie
74. Crashed a party
75. Gotten divorced
76. Gone without food for 5 days
77. Made cookies from scratch
78. Won first prize in a costume contest
79. Ridden a gondola in Venice
80. Gotten a tattoo
81. Rafted the Snake River
82. Been on a television news program as an “expert”
83. Gotten flowers for no reason
84. Performed on stage
85. Been to Las Vegas
86. Recorded music
87. Eaten shark
88. Kissed on the first date
89. Gone to Thailand
90. Bought a house
91. Been in a combat zone
92. Buried one/both of your parents
93. Been on a cruise ship
94. Spoken more than one language fluently
95. Performed in Rocky Horror
96. Raised children
97. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
98. Passed out cold
99. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
100. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
101. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
102. Sang loudly in the car, and didn’t stop when you knew someone was looking
103. Had plastic surgery
104. Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived
105. Wrote articles for a large publication
106. Lost over 100 pounds
107. Held someone while they were having a flashback
108. Piloted an airplane
109. Touched a stingray
110. Broken someone’s heart
111. Helped an animal give birth
112. Won money on a TV game show
113. Broken a bone
114. Gone on a photo safari
115. Had a facial part pierced other than your ears
116. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
117. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
118. Ridden a horse
119. Had major surgery
120. Had a snake as a pet
121. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
122. Slept for 30 hours in a 48 hour period
123. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. States
124. Visited all 7 continents
125. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
126. Eaten kangaroo meat
127. Eaten sushi
128. Had your picture in the newspaper
129. Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about
130. Gone back to school
131. Parasailed
132. Touched a cockroach
133. Eaten fried green tomatoes
134. Read The Iliad and The Odyssey
135. Selected one “important” author who you missed in school, and read
136. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
137. Skipped all your school reunions
138. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
139. Been elected to public office
140. Written your own computer language
141. Thought to yourself that you’r
e living your dream

142. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
143. Built your own PC from parts
144. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you
145. Had a booth at a street fair
146. Dyed your hair
147. Been a DJ
148. Shaved your head
149. Caused a car accident
150. Saved someone’s life

Thursday, 22 January 2009

6 random things

A while back, Susu challenged me to reveal six random things about myself, but I haven’t had a chance to get to it before now. Hmm. 6 is quite a substantial number! Somehow 5 would feel like less of a challenge. :D

1. This year it’ll be 10 years since I first moved to England. I have no idea where that time has gone. It’s petrifying.

2. I don’t really drink alcohol anymore. I think I more than consumed my share when I was younger and at some point I just realised that, actually, I really don’t like the feeling of being drunk anymore. Occasionally, when the mood is right, I do still get drunk, but it doesn’t happen very often at all.

3. I recently saw a very inspiring TV show where Rankin was re-creating famous fashion photographs, from the likes of David Bailey and Cecil Beaton, in his own style. When he was making his own version of a photo by one of my personal icons, Guy Bourdin, I caught myself thinking ‘Hmm I would have done that differently’. Followed instantly by a sense of embarrassment over subconsciously criticising the work of one of my favourite photographers. Then I got a bit upset. Because something was suddenly very clear to me. I want to be a photographer. That’s what I want to do in life. And I got upset because I’ve wasted so many years trying to deny it for no apparent reason. One thing’s for sure though. I’m not wasting one more minute.

Picture: RANKIN. HOMAGE TO GUY BOURDIN – UNTITLED

4. I’m at my most awake in the evening/at night time. No matter how many hours I sleep I’m always dog tired in the morning.

5. I get lost in my thoughts easily. And also, when I’m concentrating on something I can’t really hear or see what’s happening around me. People sometimes take that for rudeness.

6. I create too much work for myself. And then complain about it. :P But it does mean that I very rarely get ‘bored’ (except if it’s slow in the office where I can’t control my environment, that’s soul-destroying), I always have something to do.

Well, there you go… not very riveting things but at least there’s 6! :D I think this has done the rounds in all the blogs that I read so I won’t pass it on to anyone else…

Thursday, 1 January 2009

End of the year survey re:2008


1. What did you do in 2008 that you’d never done before?
Hmm. I can’t think of anything! Ack.

2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
My resolution for 08 was ‘try to be happy’. I think I failed dismally for most of the year, but there were some happy bits I suppose. For this year my resolution is to remember to see the big picture and keep working towards goals that might not be clearly in view just yet.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Yes, there seems to be a baby boom around me again! Elisa gave birth to the gorgeous Hilla, Annis to Jules and, just before Christmas, Mirka had a little xmas princess. There’s also more to come very soon.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
No. But I did miss people who have passed more than usual last year.

5. What countries did you visit?
What a washout. Just Finland and Sweden.

6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
A plan.

7. What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
25th August. Standing on a cliff top in Cornwall with my two favourite boys in the world.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

Finally taking the plunge and starting to charge for my photography. Also, setting up DLB.

9. What was your biggest failure?
Not having enough time for friends, family or myself.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Yes, another bad year for illnesses. Seems like I’m down with something constantly. Also had a neck injury which was possibly the most pain I’ve ever been in.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Camera gear, especially my cute straps from PhatStraps. My darling Wind. Also, concert tickets.

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
Stu’s! (as always :P) Also, couldn’t have done half the things I’ve done without Paul.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?

I don’t know if there’s been a specific person this year. Well maybe, but I’m not mentioning any names.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Camera gear, concert tickets.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Seeing Cat Power, Turin Brakes, Reverend and the Makers, David Gray, Sia, Matchbox Twenty, Joshua Radin, Alanis Morissette (!), Rufus Wainwright, R.E.M., Heather Nova (!), Antony & The Johnsons, Lisa Hannigan and Tracy Chapman play live in concerts. Also saw Simon Amstell and Bill Bailey live, both of whom were very very funny.

16. What songs will always remind you of 2008?
Weirdly, Apulanta – Koneeseen Kadonnut. Sign of an angsty year? :P
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17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? Sadder.
ii. thinner or fatter? Fatter.
iii. richer or poorer? Poorer.

Oh dear.

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
Socialising, relaxing, loving life, exercising.

19. What do you wish you’d done less of?

Wasting time feeling angsty.

20. How did you spend Christmas?

Christmas Eve at home with Stu. Christmas Day and Boxing Day with Stu’s family.

21. How did you spend New Years?
Unfortunately, after our lofty Southbank plans with Sooz, I was feeling kind of rough during the day and ended up spending the evening at home with Stu.

22. Did you fall in love in 2008?
Not really. Well, there were those fleeting moments when I was in love with music.

23. How many one night stands?
0.

24. What were your favourite TV programmes?

Heroes, Brothers and Sisters, QI.

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
I don’t think so.

26. What was the best book you read?
This is going to be embarrassing. Sophie Kinsella – Remember Me? Ooh I read it in one go, was such lovely fluff! :D

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
It’s been a very bad year for discovering new artists… just haven’t had the time to listen and find as much music as I’d normally do. Lisa Hannigan, CALLmeKAT, Brand New, Santogold, Sophie Zelmani, Tanya Donelly…

28. What did you want and get?
A new job.

29. What did you want and not get?
A new job that would have felt a step forward…

30. What was your favourite film of this year?
The Savages.

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Flew to Finland on the actual day and had a lovely BBQ with friends a few days later. I turned 32.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
The economy not going into a complete meltdown.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
I think with DLB my focus moved a bit away from myself and more towards fashion in general. Personally I still tried to make an effort most of the time, not always so successfully.

34. What kept you sane?
Susanna. Miikka. Music.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Colin.

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
The end of the world as we know it. Also, Obama, couldn’t really avoid that one if you wanted to.

37. Who did you miss?
My nan. Certain people from my previous life.

38. Who was the best new person you met?

Layla! What an inspiring ray of light you are.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008.
If you want to change the direction of your life you have to work hard, things don’t just ‘happen’.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
Tiredness fuels empty thoughts
I find myself disposed
Brightness
fills empty space
In search of inspiration
Harder now with higher speed
Washing in on top of me
So I look to my eskimo friend
I look to my eskimo friend
I look to my eskimo friend
When I’m down, down, down.

Rain it wets muddy roads
I find myself exposed
Tapping doors, but irritate
In search of destination
Harder now with higher speed
Washing in on top of me
So I look to my eskimo friend
I look to my eskimo friend
I look to my eskimo friend
When I’m down, down, down.

When I’m down, down, down.
When I’m down, down, down.

Damien Rice – Eskimo

Saturday, 1 November 2008

Haastetta pukkaa

Blogini on saanut lisää prenikoita, kuten tuossa vasemmalla nähtävän myyrän, jonka sain Minä taidan olla tavallinen aivan blogista, sekä tämän haasteen Mieli Maailmalle blogin Emmieltä. Taidanpa laittaa vastauksia vaihteeksi Suomeksi, ihan siitä syystä, että flunssainen pää ei oikein jaksa käännellä kysymyksiä kielestä toiseen.

Elikkä, haaste kuuluu “Paljastan viisi omituista tapaani. Tämän jälkeen valitsen seuraavat viisi ihmistä, jotka haastan tekemään saman perästä. Heidän tulee myös kirjoittaa nämä säännöt merkintäänsä. Linkitän haastamani ihmiset tämän merkinnän loppuun ja käyn ilmoittamassa heidän kommenttilaatikkoihinsa haasteesta ja tästä merkinnästä.”

Jaa-a, mitäköhän omituisia tapoja meikäläisellä sitten mahtaisi olla…

1. Rakastan uusia lehtiä, niiden tuoksia, sivujen siisteyttä ja sitä odotuksen tunnetta kun en vielä tiedä mitä sivuilta imestyy. Yritän välttää tilanteita joissa joku toinen saattaisi päästä käsiksi lehteeni ennen kuin olen lukenut sen. En toki suoraan kehtaa kieltää ketään lukemasta lehteä jota en vielä ole avannut, mutta toimenpiteen seuraaminen suorastaan raastaa sydäntäni. :D

2. Jalkani vispaavat lähes aina, etenkin sängyssä. Mies aina valittaa tulevansa merisairaaksi.

3. Jätän syödessä aina ‘parhaan palan’ viimeiseksi. Tämä tuottaa harmia silloin jos vatsa ehtii täyttyä ennen kuin pääsee sinne parhaaseen osaan saakka…

4. Ajattelen enimmäkseen englanniksi tai ainakin englannin lauserakenteella, tämä tekee suomen kirjoittamisesta hidasta, mietin koko ajan onkohan tämä nyt oikein.

5. Rakastan ja keräilen kaikkea lapsellistä krääsää, kuten tarroja. Pienet söpöt jutut voivat piristää päivääni kummasti.

Jaa, olipas hankalaa miettiä mitään omituisuuksia. Ehkä olen vaan liian normaali tälläisiin juttuihin. :P

Eteenpäin laitan tämän kaikille, jotka eivät ole vielä kyselyyn vastanneet, mutta jotka palavat halusta niin tehdä!

Tuesday, 28 October 2008

Movers and shakers

Oh man, what a palaver. I finally bit the bullet and changed my hosting company (yes, I have talked about this for years), and of course (mainly because of my own stupidity) I managed to upload old files instead of the most current ones and have now spent a jolly evening trying to sort out what to upload again and what to chuck. Ho hum. I think everything’s fixed and working now. Let me know if you spot something funny and I’ll have a look.

In the meanwhile, while the blog’s been out of action, I received this lovely rose award from Kutri. Thanks very much!

I also received this ‘art award’ from Bisquits for best photography, for which I’m very honoured! (I later received another one of these from Lehtokotilo, thank you!)

I’d like to pass both of these awards onto couple of my favourite blogs. For gorgeous photography to Kortteja Kaliforniasta, Unikuva and Liivian talossa. And for entertaining me with their hilariously funny and brilliant writing, Dallas Pullaa and Tyttö sinä olet rätti.

Despite the hosting kerfuffle, it has been a pretty good week so far. I’ve got possible clients lined up, Jenni’s coming over on Thursday and we’re off to see Antony and the Johnsons on Friday. Yay.

Right, have to try to sort some dinner out now.

Thursday, 25 September 2008

My average day in pictures

Saw this challenge here and loved it. The aim is to photograph your daily commute and what you have for breakfast, lunch and dinner. I widened it a bit to include pretty much the whole day. So, here’s my ‘average day’ in pictures.


8am. I leave for work. The street looks fairly quiet. But then again, it always does.


On our station, waiting for my train.


I get a seat, result! First we cross the bridge over to Richmond.


Getting closer and closer to Waterloo (I had more pics from along the way, but this entry was getting waaay too long).


Get off the train. I then walk to the other end of Waterloo station.


1st and 2nd escalator down to Jubilee line.


2nd and 3rd escalator…


I just manage to run into a tube that’s ready to leave. Can’t get a proper picture as am squished against the wall.


Get off the train at London Bridge. There’s two escalators but the other pic was too blurry.


Finally some air!


9am. Our swipey thingy isn’t working at the moment so I have to ring the bell to get in.


Can you guess what the official company colour is? :P


Have a muesli bar for breakfast. Suz has left me a note.


It’s press day so I’m super busy getting pages through pre-press in the first half of the day.


1.30pm. Meet Layla in the lift, we then wonder where to go for lunch.


I get to treat myself to a tuna melt in Costa, since it’s a hectic day and all.


Back to work. There’s the view as well. Super.


Layla calls me into a ‘very important’ meeting in her office. Bump into Hassan in the stairway. Serious business.


John sees a photo op and elbows into our ‘very important’ meeting.


5pm. I force Layla to walk back to Waterloo with me, since the sun is out.


See, is sunny!


There are those sunflowers again.


Nearly at Waterloo now.


5.30pm. Walk back across Waterloo station again.


I get on Layla’s (stupid) train. No seats. I have to change trains at Richmond.


6ish pm. I get off the train and go to the store to get some bits and pieces for dinner tonight.


Almost home, just around the corner.


Nasty spider tries to prevent me from getting to the front door. I showed him!


6.30. Get in and have some water. I see that the sun is just setting so get my SLR out and take a picture for 365 Bokeh.


Start making dinner, but get bored with it so S takes over and cooks me sausage and mash. Is nice. I do the dishes though! I spend some quality time with the sofa and remote.


Have shower, update bloggy things and then head to bed. Where did the evening go?

Sunday, 14 September 2008

Meemiä pukkaa

Maurelitalta tupsahti parikin Suomalaisissa blogeissa kierrellyttä meemiä. Laitanpa pitkästä aikaa ihan Suomeksi vastausta. :D Eli kiitos kovasti tästä I Love Your Blog prenikasta, on oikeastaan aikas söpö!

Samaan syssyyn sain myös seuraavanlaisen musiikkimeemin :

“Tämän syksyn parhaat biisit, jotka saavat olla joko täysin tuoreita tai mahdollisesti vanhempia tapauksia. Postaa siis lista näistä viidestä tämän hetken lempparilaulusta blogiisi ja haasta sitten viisi muuta bloggaajaa samaan!”

Jaa-a, on viimeaikoina ollut aika heikoissa vetimissä tuo uuden musiikin etsiminen ja löytäminen. Ei oiken aika tahdo vaan riittää kaikkeen. Joten enimmäkseen iPodissa soi tällä hetkellä vanhat tutut suosikit. Meikäläisen musiikkihan on tunnetusti sitä ‘masismusaa’, että jos tanssijalan haluat vipattamaan ei ehkä kannata näitä linkkejä klikkailla. :D

Damien Rice – Baby Sister
En tule varmaan koskaan kyllästymään Damienin ääneen, karismaan, sanoituksiin tai melodioihin. Ehdottomasti karismaattisin artisti jonka olen livenä (noh, Antony Hegarty tulee hyvänä kakkosena) nähnyt. Toivottavasti pääsen vielä osalliseksi mahdollisimman monesta livekonsertista tuleivaisuudessakin…

Antony & the Johnsons – Hope There’s Someone
Siinähän olikin mainio aasinsilta Antony & the Johnsons:iin. :P En malta odottaa ensi kuuhun ja konserttiin London Symphony Orchestran kanssa. Oi että. Tämän miehen ääni ja autenttisuus on jotain aivan utopistista.

Tonic – If You Could Only See
Tämä oli suosikkibiisejäni joskus about kymmenen vuotta sitten ja jostain syystä se on nyt taas noussut kuuntelulistoilleni. Kaunis melodia ei mene koskaan muodista.

Imogen Heap – Glittering Cloud (The Plague Of Locusts)
Imogenin seuraavaa levyä on saatu odotella jo ihan liian kauan. Jossain vaiheessa saatiin esimakua mahtavan Glitterin Cloud biisin verran, ja heinäkuussa julkaistiin virallisesti Not Now But Soon, toivottavasti lisää on tulossa – ja pian!

Alanis Morissette – Tapes
Oih, olen niin iloinen että Alanis on palannut ruotuun. Alanis on minulle sellasia ‘foundation’ artisteja, jonka laulut ovan muokanneet ajatuksiani ja omakuvaani monessakin elämänvaiheessa. Kesäkuussa Brixton Academyssä hän lumosi minut, ja koko yleisön, täysin – energia keikalla oli jotain käsittämätöntä.

Jaa, kenellekköhän tätä nakkaisi eteenpäin, aika monessa blogissa on nämä meemit varmaan jo kiertäneet. Laitetaan nyt ainakin Susannalle, Jennille, Evelle, Annelle (Hyvää Syntymäpäivää! :D), Marjutille ja Emmielle.

Saturday, 30 August 2008

Thanks for the honour + road trippin’ video

I got these honours from Eveluna and Emmie, respectively. Thanks very much girls! I think both of these have pretty much done the rounds in most (Finnish) blogs that I read, so I won’t pass them on for now. I’m a little bit busy at the moment, getting ready for our first wedding anniversary present to eachother, an R.E.M. concert. I’m not sure whether to take my camera as these are the first tickets I’ve seen where it says that they categorically refuse entry from people carrying cameras. :| Not sure whether to be a wuss or not…

Oh and I spent most of the morning putting together this little one-day road trip video from Cornwall. If you’re not a fan of driving, you might want to pass. :P

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Saturday, 12 April 2008

Mediameemi

Nakituin tälläseen Maurelitan blogissa.

1. Miten monta blogiviestiä olet kirjoittanut blogiisi?
507.

2. Miksi aloit kirjoittaa omaa blogia nettiin?
Alunperin oli joku sellainen purkautumistarve, mutta aika äkkiä blogi muuttui selkeästi päiväkirjamaiseksi ja huomasin että sen avulla oli helpompi pitää muissa maissa (ja kait samassakin) asuvat sukulaiset ja kaverit perillä siitä missä mennään. Henkilökohtaisesti blogi toimii minulle tavallaan ‘arkistona’ ja aina silloin tällöin lueskelen vanhoja juttuja ja ihmettelen että mites silloinkin tuntu tuolta tai milloinkohan viimeksi oli se ja se päällä tms.

3. Millä nettisivuilla käyt, kun olet netissä?
Kotisivunani on Pageflakes jonka kautta seuraan niin blogilistaa kuin muitakin blogeja (tuosta sivupalkista ‘blog collections’ osastolta löytyy linkit), BBCtä, Hesaria, Iltalehteä, Flickriä yms. Lisäksi käyn silloin tällöin deviantArtissa kääntymässä, katselen suomalaista telkkaria tvkaista.fi:stä, ostelen/myyn juttuja eBayssa, sekä kuuntelen ja löydän musaa last.fm:n kautta.

4. Onko sinulla omaa kotisivua netissä? (Blogia ei lasketa.)
Varsinainen kotisivu on kait tuo mnoo.com, mutta kyllähän minut muualtakin verkosta löytää, sivupalkissa linkkejä.

5. Osaatko puhua muita kieliä kuin äidinkieltäsi? Mitä kieliä?
No englantia on täällä Englannissa vähän pakko. Ruotsia ymmärrän mutta puhumaan en kyllä ihan heti lähtisi. Italiaa luin joskus kesäyliopistossa ja Italiassa ollessa aika paljon ymmärrän, mutta enpä silläkään kielellä kenellekkää juttelemaan asti lähtisi…

6. Mitkä ohjelmat seuraat tv:stä?
Heroes, Brothers & Sisters, Ugly Betty, Californication… Sitten kaikenlaisia huushollin osto/myynti/kunnostusohjelmia, malli/laulu/vaatesuunnittelu/yms-kilpailuja ja muuta hömppää.

7. Hissi vai portaat?
No hissi.

8. Onnen- ja epäonnen numerosi ovat?
Onnenlukuni on 5. Saako sitä paljastaa. Varastaako kaikki sen ny. En oikein tiedä onko sellasta epäonnennumeroa… en mitenkään erityisesti esim. karsasta numeroa 13.

9. Haasta vielä tähän pienimuotoiseen kyselyhaasteeseen 3 bloggaajaa.
Noku kaikki on varmaan tehny jo. No Susanna ja Jenni. Tiedän että ne ei oo yhteensä 3 mut WHATEVA.

Hei kun kerrankin on tällänen suomenkielinen postaus ni laitanpa tähän kuvan ku törmäsin Suvi Koposeen Gapissa.

Thursday, 3 January 2008

End of the year survey re:2007

1. What did you do in 2007 that you’d never done before?
Hmm. I can’t think of anything… how boring. I’d never seen Sally Mann live in front of me before. :D

2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don’t think I made any… if I did I probably didn’t keep them. Didn’t make any other than ‘try to be happy’ for this year.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
I don’t think anyone did last year, how unusual. Lots of people got pregnant though!

4. Did anyone close to you die?
No, but people close to me had someone close to them die.

5. What countries did you visit?
UK, Finland, Italy. Oulu – might as well be a country. :P

6. What would you like to have in 2008 that you lacked in 2007?
Peace of mind.

7. What date from 2007 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
20.07.2007. Wedding day.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

Is getting married an achievement? Organising a move to another country can certainly be called an achievement, still wondering how I got through it all in the end.

9. What was your biggest failure?
Not having enough time for friends and family.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
I can’t remember a year when I’ve had a cold as often! The end of the year was just a flu nightmare.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Hmm. I think I’ve sold more stuff than bought last year. Perhaps some cute fabric off eBay. And tickets for concerts.

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
Stu’s!

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?

John’s.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Wedding, travelling and moving.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
My hen night. :P Seeing Damien Rice, Regina Spektor, Jacob Golden, Catherine Feeny, Tori Amos, Joshua Radin, Johnossi, Antony & The Johnsons, Maija Vilkkumaa and Goo Goo Dolls play live in concerts.

16. What songs will always remind you of 2007?
Damien Rice – Rootless Tree

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? Happier.
ii. thinner or fatter? Fatter.
iii. richer or poorer? Poorer.

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
Socialising, exercising.

19. What do you wish you’d done less of?

Worrying.

20. How did you spend Christmas?

Christmas Eve at home with Stu. Christmas Day and Boxing Day with Stu’s family.

21. How did you spend New Years?
At home with Stu and Sooz, getting over a nasty flu.

22. Did you fall in love in 2007?
I guess back into love a couple of times. There were definite highlighted moments.

23. How many one night stands?
0.

24. What were your favourite TV programmes?

Heroes.

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
Hate is a bit strong word. I think you have to love in order to be able to hate. I certainly despise certain people more now than I did this time last year.

26. What was the best book you read?
The Bride Stripped Bare.

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Tiger Lou, Basia Bulat, Catherine Feeny…

28. What did you want and get?
Honeymoon in Rome (even if it was 2nd choice :P).

29. What did you want and not get?
A new fancy job by the end of the year.

30. What was your favourite film of this year?
Babel.

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Went bowling and for a meal out with Stu, Nikki, Ian, Johanna, Pasi and Sooz. I turned 31, yikes.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Having that million-dollar business idea. Or a new job at least.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2007?
I think I made more of an effort last year. Still quite casual.

34. What kept you sane?
Susanna. Well, good friends in general.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Colin.

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Climate change and the over-hyping of it.

37. Who did you miss?
I especially missed my nan on several occasions last year. This was the second wedding of mine that she didn’t see. :(

38. Who was the best new person you met?

Crikey, did I meet any new people?? Oh, Markku! :D

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2007.
You can’t fight change.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
“I’m sick and tired of staring into the wall
I wanna do something fucking special and extraordinary
Put your thoughts in a fucking car…..
hit full speed and open your eyes
don’t close your eyes
there’s a lot of things to do before you die”

Johnossi – A lot of things to do before you die

Monday, 10 September 2007

I’m unique I am

I saw The Quick and Painless ENNEAGRAM Test in Jenni’s blog, and since it only involved two questions thought I’d do it too. Here’s my result:

Your Enneagram type is FOUR (aka “The Romantic”)

“I am unique”

Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.

How to Get Along with Me

  • Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.
  • Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself.
  • Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.
  • Though I don’t always want to be cheered up when I’m feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.
  • Don’t tell me I’m too sensitive or that I’m overreacting!

What I Like About Being a FOUR

  • my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level
  • my ability to establish warm connections with people
  • admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life
  • my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor
  • being unique and being seen as unique by others
  • having aesthetic sensibilities
  • being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me

What’s Hard About Being a FOUR

  • experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair
  • feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don’t deserve to be loved
  • feeling guilty when I disappoint people
  • feeling hurt or attacked when someone misundertands me
  • expecting too much from myself and life
  • fearing being abandoned
  • obsessing over resentments
  • longing for what I don’t have

FOURs as Parents

  • help their children become who they really are
  • support their children’s creativity and originality
  • are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings
  • are sometimes overly critical or overly protective
  • are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed

Wednesday, 15 August 2007

Rockin’ in the city

Susanna heitti minua monissa blogeissa jo matkanneella rokkaavalla kunnialla. En oikein keksi kenen blogista tämä vielä puuttuisi, mutta jospa ojennan sen eteenpäin vaikkapa Maurelitalle.

The weather in London is weird (newsflash). It’s rainy and sunny and hot and cold all at the same time. I’m finding it very uncomfortable to sit in the office and pretend like it’s business as usual. I’m not very good at pretending in order to fit in or please someone in the first place, and this sort of situation is just uber difficult for me to handle. We’re even having an editorial meeting today. My motivation couldn’t be lower. To be honest, I couldn’t care less about the future of this publication at the moment.

Thursday, 9 August 2007

Miten sanoisit – meemi

Näitä olen muutamia tuolla blogeissa lukenut ja naureskellut. Se on jännää kuinka erilailla asioita eripuolilla Suomea oikein sanotaankaan. Blogeja lukiessa ei tule usein ajatelleeksi, että miltäköhän se kirjoittajan puhekieli oikein kuulostaa. On suomenkieli vaan aika rikas ja monipuolinen kieli. Mutta siis, tämän nappasin tuolta Provencen auringon alta.

Eli miten te sanoisitte seuraavat lauseet:

1. Siskoni punainen mekko mahtuu myös minulle.

Systerin punanen mekko mahtuu myös mulle.

2. Tarvitsetko apua kirjoitustehtävässä, jonka maantiedonopettaja antoi?

Tarviitsä apua kirjotustehtävässä jonka mantsanope anto?

3. Hyvä on, tehdään niin kuin sinä ehdotit.

Okei, tehään niinku sä ehotit.

4. Isäni äiti kertoi hakevansa meidät noin kello 17.45.

Mummi sano, et se tulee hakee meijät noin viistoist vailla kuus.

5. Matkustinkin Helsinkiin linja-autolla, koska myöhästyin junasta.

Mä meninki Hesaan dösällä ku myöhästyin junasta.

6. Oletko nähnyt missään isoveljeni matkapuhelinta?

Ootsä nähny mun isobroidin kännykkää missää?

7. Ostitko sen hameen, jonka näimme viime viikolla Hennes&Mauritzissa;?

Ostitsä sen hameen, joka me nähtii viime viikol Henkas ja Maukas?

Sunday, 8 July 2007

Busy but tagged

I’m working on writing about the concert, but there’s so much other stuff that needs doing this weekend that I can’t seem to concentrate long enough to finish it. In the meanwhile, Maurelita tagged me to list eight things about me you’d never dream of knowing. I have a feeling I’ve done a similar thing in the past. I’m also finding it quite hard to think of that many things that anyone would want to know… But here goes.

1) I own 45 pairs of shoes (and I don’t think that’s so much!).
2) I hate wearing clothes at home – the smartest you’ll find me at home is in my pyjamas.
3) I sing along to the theme tune of C.S.I.
4) I buy way too many useless things on eBay (but also a lot of brilliant finds!)
5) I don’t drink much alcohol.
6) I often prefer silence to ‘background noise’, if I want to listen to music I want to really listen to it.
7) I’ve rekindled my love for live music again, going to gigs makes me feel more alive.
8) Tickling Stu is the most fun there is (even though I know it’s cruel).

I’m supposed to tag 8 more people… I’m not sure that many people even read my blog! Erm. Well, I’ll try Susanna, Eve, Marjut, Chris, Kev, Sophie, Hanna and Jenni. In any language you prefer!

Saturday, 16 June 2007

Kuolleiden keräilijä

Enpäs ole tehny tälläsiä suomalaisia meemejä paljon, ni repästääs ny oikein…

Eli vastaa kysymyksiin valitsemalla joka kohtaan Wikipedian satunnainen artikkeli.

01. Mitä pelkäät?
Sinisorsaa eli heinäsorsaa. (Se on kyllä siinä mielessä hankalaa että kyseessä on yksi Suomen laajimminlevinneistä linnuista, eikä ne perkeleet muuta edes talveksi pois).

02. Mitä ottaisit mukaasi autiolle saarelle?
Irlantilaisen tanssin. (En ihan varma ole saisiko sitten esim. ottaa vaikka koko Riverdance porukan, vai olisko kyseessä vaan sellainen oma tanssi omana seurana diili.)

03. Mitä haluaisit häälahjaksi?
Erik Zabelin, joka on saksalainen maantiepyöräilijä. (Jaa-a, oliskohan se sit niinku mun personal trainer vai?)

04. Mitä palvot?
Mirin linnaa Valko-venäjällä. (No mutta onhan se ihan ymmärrettävää.)

05. Salainen fetissisi?
Kharon (muinaiskreikaksi Χάρων), kreikkalaisessa mytologiassa Haadeksen lautturi. (S on vähän kyllästyny pukeutuun siks jo, mutta mua vaan niin kiehtoo kaikki kuolemaan liittyvä.)

06. Mistä näet unta ensi yönä?
Manitoban provinssin lipusta joka pohjautuu Ison-Britannian Red Ensign -lippuun. (Joo-o, en malta odottaa…)

07. Mitä ostaisit, jos sinulla olisi varaa?
Kasvihuoneen. (Aina halunnu! :P)

08. Mistä aiheesta kirjoittaisit kirjan?
Sebastián Ramón de Albero y Añañosista, 1700-luvulla eläneestä espanjalaisesta säveltäjästä. (Lähestyisin enemmän fiktion pohjalta, olisi varmana jymymenestys.)

09. Mitä keräilet?
Vavá:a, oikealta nimeltään Edvaldo Izidio Netoa, joka oli yksi kaikkien aikojen menestyksekkäimistä brasilialaisista jalkapalloilijoista. Kuoli 2002. (On hiukan riskaapelia puuhaa mutta eivät vielä ole pidättäneet.)

10. Mihin paras muistosi liittyy?
Juhani “Tami” Tammiseen. (Kyllä joo, lätkämuistot on mulle kaikkein lähinnä sydäntä. Oi Tami sitä hokkarisi kaarta jäällä!)

11. Turhin tietämäsi asia?
VIA Technologies, taiwanilainen elektroniikkateollisuusyritys. (Minä en paljon piirisarjoista perusta.)

12. Mistä aiheesta puhut kaikkein mieluiten?
MJan Čalounista, tšekkiläisestä jääkiekkoilijasta. (Niinno, tiedätte jo että lätkä on mulle SE juttu.)

13. Minkä asian parissa tulet työskentelmään/työskentelet ammatissasi?
Pump It Upin (PIU), korealaisen Andamiron tuottaman tanssipelisarjan. (En nyt kyllä olis vielä halunnu näitä bisnessuunnitelmia näin yleisesti paljastaa…)

14. Mikä saa sinut aina nauramaan?
Lamminpään hautausmaa Tampereella. (Mulla on aina vähän ongelmia pitää pokka hautausmaalla, johtuu kai keräilyharrastuksestani.)

15. Entä itkemään?
Mu, kuvitteellinen kadonnut manner, jonka kerrotaan sijainneen Tyynellä valtamerellä. (Aatelkaa ny, ei sitä oikeesti edes ole. :( Niin surullista.)

16. Mikä oli ensimmäinen asia, jonka näit herätessäsi?
Rudolf Walter Rikhard Heßin, Saksan kansallissosialistisen puolueen varajohtajan. (Kuoli vuonna -87, mutta se pysyy aika hyvänä kuivattuna sängyn alla.)

17. Mitä sinulla on taskuissasi?

Abdul Illah (k. 1958). (Joku voisi luulla että hautausmaaharrastukseni on hiukan riistäytymässä käsistä…)

18. Mikä voisi korvata sinut ilman, että kukaan huomaisi?
Shaft ja orjakauppa (Shaft in Africa), vuonna 1973 julkaistu toimintaelokuva. (No ei siihen paljon tarvittu.)

19. Mitkä olivat ensimmäiset sanasi?
Surbahar, joka on näppäiltävä kielisoitin. (Äiti ei reagoinut mitenkään. Olisikohan aikaisessa iässä aloitettu surbahar harrastus pelastanut minut aikuisiän kuolemafetissiltä.)

20. Minkä kanssa sinut tullaan hautaamaan?
Pyhän Jaakobin katedraalin (kroatiaksi Katedrala svetog Jakova), joka on Kroatian katolisen kirkon katedraali Šibenikissä. (Jaa-a, jokseenkin ison kuopan saavat kaivaa, mutta ehkä sitten mahdutaan kaikki sinne, minä Adbul ja Edvaldo ym.)

21. Mitä sinulla on piilossa yöpöytäsi laatikossa?
Lincoln (auto). (No sellanen pieni vaan.)

22. Mitä rakastat eniten maailmassa?
Honiaran kansainvälistä lentokenttää (IATA: HIR, ICAO: AGGH), joka on Salomonsaarten ainoa kansainvälinen lentoasema. (Se on vaan niin ihana!)

23. Mistä aiheesta tekisit kappaleen euroviisuihin?
Suvelasta, 1970-luvulla rakennetusta korkeiden tasakattoisten kerrostalojen lähiöstä Espoon keskuksessa. (No vedin siellä ekat kännit ni siitä se inspis lähti… kyllä sellainen rehellinen suomikuva iskis maailmalla.)

24. Mitä näet tällä hetkellä ikkunasta?
Saab 92n, ensimmäisen sarjavalmisteinen SAABin valmistaman henkilöautomallin. (On se vaan nätti, vaikka on kaihtimetkin kiinni.)

25. Mikä sinä todella olet?
Olen sisimmiltäni Desmoteplaasi. Se on liuotushoidossa käytettävä valmiste jota käytetään verihyytymien hoidossa. (Ja nyt mä liukenen paikalta…)

Tuesday, 9 January 2007

A Celebratory New Year Meme

1. What did you do in 2006 that you’d never done before?
Got past the 7-year itch in a relationship.
Saw Tracy Chapman live.

2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don’t think I made any resolutions last year.. so yeah, I kept them! Yay. :D

I’ve made a few quiet ones for 2007. I don’t want to put pressure on myself, but research shows that people who make resolutions are apparently more likely to achieve more. So yeah, I’ve made a few – but I’m keeping them to myself.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Yes, Johanna (practically at my birthday do).

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Yes.

5. What countries did you visit?
Sweden, England and Italy.

6. What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006?
Health, money, sanity, ispiration.

7. What date from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
20 July – when Stu proposed on San Marco’s square.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Being interviewed for a photography magazine.
Finally getting a full driver’s license.

9. What was your biggest failure?
Not getting a grip on various things.
Not being a good enough friend to some people.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Yes, and finally found out what it is.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
A trip to Italy.
A new car.

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
A friend who was there throughout the year, regardless of how I was feeling/acting.

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
Hmm. I can’t really think of anyone in particular.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Living, dentist, travelling.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Seeing Tracy Chapman live.
Singstar.
Feeling like a human again.

16. What song will always remind you of 2006?
Ane Brun – To Let Myself Go.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder?
Happier.
ii. thinner or fatter?
Not much different AT ALL. Damnit.
iii. richer or poorer?
Poorer.

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
Exercise. Going to the movies. Reading. Sleeping. Photographing something meaningful.

19. What do you wish you’d done less of?
Feeling exhausted and lost.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
2007? Hopefully at home with a big tree and lovely warm atmosphere.

21. Did you fall in love in 2006?
In a way. Again.

22. How many one night stands?
Err. None.

23. What was your favourite TV programme?
Six Feet Under. Farewell… :(

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
Hate is a very strong word. I don’t think I hate anyone.

25. What was the best book you read?
Marian Keys – Anybody Out There? :P Well it was!

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Ane Brun, Bertine Zetlitz, Brandi Carlile, Guillemots, I Am Kloot, Laura Veirs…

27. What did you want and get?
Love.
A new lense.
A new car.
A bunny clock!

28. What did you want and not get?
A ten million pound lottery win.
A new flash.

29. What was your favourite film of this year?
Brokeback Mountain.

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Ohh ohh see what number this question is!! Yeah, so I turned 30. :D I flew back from Italy on the night. I had a tiny little do the following Friday. Lots of Singstar, which put Johanna into labour.

31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Finding out what was wrong with me a lot earlier.

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?
Pyjama chic.

33. What kept you sane?
Ha. Medication, eventually. :P Friends.

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Colin.

35. What political issue stirred you the most?
Stirred? Seriously? Umm.

36. Who did you miss?
Helmi.

37. Who was the best new person you met?
Hmm. Did I meet any new people in 2006… I can’t think. Oh, Aleksi! <3>

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006:
Do onto others as you would want them to do onto you. Treat your friends and loved ones well and they will return the favour!

39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
for a minute there
I lost myself

- Radiohead

Sunday, 12 November 2006

11 things

The rules:

* List 11 things you want to say to 11 different people.

* Don’t say who they pertain to.

* Feel free to comment, but don’t confirm or answer anything.

* Never discuss it again.

1) I’m glad you’re back in my life. You’re unique and you have a way with words which I enjoy. At your best you’re open and loving and show me how important it is to be direct with people. You show me new ways to look at the world. But you can also be very judgmental and act in a way that indicates that you’re in some ways ‘better’ than anyone, which sometimes makes me feel anxious. I admire your strength and attitude at the face of adversity and yet I wonder how a person as brilliant as you has made some of the decisions you have. I want to either to protect you or bask in your warm glow.

2) You are difficult and you get under my skin. I find it hard to be objective about anything you say because we have been through a lot and know each other too well. I hate the way I can see some of your more negative qualities in myself no matter how actively I fight against them. You can be at the same time one of the most narrow-minded and one of the most open-minded people I know, and this contradiction will forever confuse me. You can be the funniest and the most embarrassing person I know. I wouldn’t be anything without you and I wish I could express my love for you without any negative baggage clouding our communication.

3) You don’t make it easy for me to express myself to you. I’ve looked up to you for so long that I find it hard to relate to you as an adult. You’ve let me down so many times but I’ve come to accept that you are just human. I love your sense of humor but I don’t like the way you undermine people sometimes. You have a gentle way about you which I’ve always loved, but you can also be judgmental. Actually, you’re probably the person who has made me weary of people with strong beliefs. You didn’t handle explaining the 100% change of your belief system to me, when I was young and confused, very well. I hate the way you make me feel guilty for not being in touch more, when you could sometimes be the active party in our relationship. I hope you know how much I love you.

4) I wish we saw each other more often. I love the way you’re embracing your current life situation and I am very happy for you. And also jealous of your seemingly perfect world. I think jealousy has always been a slight undercurrent in our relationship and ever since we were young we’ve felt jealous about some of the things or qualities the other one possesses, even though this has never been expressed on a conscious level. You mean the world to me and I hope you will always be a part of my life.

5) I wish you didn’t make life so difficult for yourself. You are a brilliant, intelligent, funny and sensitive person, but it seems like you’re looking at yourself through a skewed mirror. I hope you could relax into the wonderful person that you are instead of constantly trying be something else. You’ve shown me that some things are worth fighting for and that people can actively better themselves. You are full of surprises – both gloriously positive and fiercely negative – but all the same, you make life interesting. Sometimes you break my heart but I will always love you.

6) I’d like to have a good relationship with you but sometimes you make it so difficult. You are so egocentric (even more so than I!) that it can feel like you’re sucking the life out of around yourself. You’re very needy and yet you don’t give people much space. You make bold decisions which I admire, but I wish you could stand behind them more proudly. I don’t know why I always get the feeling that you’re jealous of me somehow, even though there’s no reason to be. You are beautiful and strong. I hope we could have a nice, relaxed friendship.

7) You are my rock. We couldn’t be more different, yet you are always the one constant in my life. I can always count on you and I know you’d do pretty much anything in your power for me (on a good day), and I assure you I would do the same for you. Our opinions are often opposite and yet we can see eye to eye. I think you are one of the rare people who see that me being controlling or demanding is my fucked up way of acknowledging people who are very close to me. So it’s actually an honor to be bullied by me! :P I will always love you (like a brother).

8) I am so grateful that you came into my life. I’ve never before had a relationship that was so equal and rewarding. I think we both intuitively give and receive the same amount. This is probably how friendships should always be but I’ve never experienced it on this level before. There’s always either guilt or someone trying too hard or giving too little. At least I hope you experience it the same way, and that you don’t feel like I’m too demanding. I love the way I can be myself with you and not have to worry about you judging me. You make me laugh and bring such positive energy to my life. I am surprised at how fast you have become one the most important people in my life.

9) You confuse me. I’m glad I got to know you because you are unlike anyone else I know. Your views fascinate me and often perplex me. You are quite difficult to get a handle on, sometimes you’re hot and sometimes you’re cold. Sometimes you intimidate me and sometimes you annoy me. Sometimes the way your head works drains my energy. There’s no doubt about it though, you definitely enrich my life and I’m very happy to know you.

10) We’ve had a lot of fresh starts and I’ve always felt excited about each of them. I hope this time around it lasts without anything between us going sour. I think now we’re old enough to savor the good aspects of our friendship and not let the negatives become too big obstacles. We’ve both always been quite strong characters and I’ve often been the one that who finds themselves bending. I don’t see this changing anytime soon, but I think I’m more comfortable with that fact this time around. We feed off of each others creativity and ambition and I hope we can achieve great things together.

11) You two have been there when I grew into the person I am now. Even though we’ve drifted apart I will always consider you my best friends. It makes me sad that all we have in common now is our past, but I’m positive that there will once again be a cycle that will bring us closer together. It requires a change of dynamics somewhere down the line though. As long as our relationships bring negativity to my life I will stay distant. I love seeing you in small doses and you will always have a place in my heart.