Uhh. I don’t know why this is so hard some times! Sharing or what not. At the moment I’m feeling like I’m coiled up inside myself so tight that it feels very difficult to give anything. I’m the kind of person who likes to get things straight in my head before sharing them. I hate to show unfinished work. I hate to talk about plans that I haven’t thought through completely. I hate to suggest things without investigating the matter at hand completely beforehand. I look forward to the BAM effect of showing something polished and properly prepared. The problem of course is that people very rarely like surprises, they don’t like to feel ambushed. Most people like to feel involved in the process, they enjoy the exchange of thoughts and ideas. And I do to, when it’s not my idea. I like owning my own thoughts until they are ready to share.

But yeah, there’s lots of plans and ideas and things swimming around in my head that I could talk about, but I’m finding it difficult. I think that’s why writing the wedding blog feels tricky as well. On the other hand I’d love to just list every detail of the plans and what not, but on the other hand it annoys me that then there would be no room left for that all important impact (not that any of the plans are grand or anything, but you know…) of the surprise element.

An another thing I hate is repeating myself. When I do want to share something it’s usually to a specific person at a specific time and if other people keep asking me about the same thing I’ll probably just come up with a lame standard answer. I can’t for the life of me be arsed to talk about the same thing over and over. That’s why blogs are great some times.

I have no idea what this blog entry is about now.

Moving on.

Annis and Aatos were over at the weekend. We did some work on our project (that I really don’t want to talk about yet :P) with Annis, and took a shitload of pictures – including shooting her for the Duality project. There was some midnight baking of buns involved as well. All in all a very hectic but productive weekend.

Can’t wait to have a four day break! I’ve done a little bit of Easter decorating today. And Sooz is coming over on Wednesday night. Yay.

I should be barred from eBay. I’ve bought so much shit recently (bargains, mind you!) that the lady who delivers ours post must be really cursing me for making her carry all these parcels over nearly on daily basis. But really, it’s such a miraculous place. Like, I got a veil for 99p! Get that. Not that I know if I’m actually going to wear a veil, I wasn’t even planning on wearing a wedding gown. 😐 But still, 99p!