It was nice to finally see Johanna, and the growing bump #2, yesterday. I took her out for a Thai meal as a late 30th birthday pressie (has anyone noticed how majority of my moblog pictures feature food… :|) and we got to catch up with stuff that was long overdue. S and I dropped her home in the evening and I gave Olli a green dragon for his 2-year birthday which went down a storm. He must be one of the cheeriest kids I’ve ever seen. He always has this huge grin on his face. 😀 Then again, I suppose I haven’t really seen him that often. Can’t believe he’s turning two…

It’s so lovely in their home. Beautiful and stylish and yet homely and lived in. I couldn’t help but getting this feeling of having a peek at ‘perfection’. A happy family in a happy home with life pretty much figured out. As much as I enjoyed visiting that life for a few moments, it left me feeling kind of angsty… I suppose it highlighted all the things that are supposedly missing from my life. I know I shouldn’t be stressing with things like starting a family etc. but my life just seems to be lightyears away from the point of even contemplating the future. Or feeling sorted. Uhh. I don’t know. It’s been a weird week. One headtrip after another.